I hate Bs. I hate them. I hate Cs even worse, but I really hate Bs. It's like being *so close* to an A, but failing. Yes, I realize that is a ridiculous way of looking at the grade, and it could be said of any grade other than an A, but it is what it is, and that's how I feel...for now.
I have a feeling I may be getting my first B since venturing down this road of pre requisites. And, it's not sitting well with me. I got a B on my lab practical and a B on my last test. I am frustrated with myself, along with my situation. I know I can do better than this, but I just don't feel like I have the time to really devote to actually studying and that sucks. So, I walk into exams having only looked at it for 1/2 hour before and hope for the best...and get a B, and really, rightfully so, and I should be happy with that. I'm just not b/c I know I am a better student than that and I can do better. And, I know my half-assed studying just isn't going to cut it when I get into the program of choice. I must kick it up a notch beginning, yesterday! And, that means I must start studying the muscles and nerves! I wish they weren't so damn hard to pronounce, and therefore spell, they are going to be the death of me...for now. Of course I still have yet to even begin writing my paper, so I will be saying the same then, I'm sure. I go back and forth between wanting it to be August already and wanting it to be June again so I could have more time. I guess at this point, it is what it is...wish me luck!
On to more fun topics, I didn't make it to the outlets this weekend, despite my intentions. No new bag for me, no new clothes for Devin, resulting in no new fashion shows for the other blog, and no new make up. Maybe next weekend, if I get a chance. Too much to do, way too little time!
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